Reflections on the Daily Office
Our Exodus reading this morning from Exodus 19:16-25 was preceded by yesterday’s affirmation from God for his people, “Now therefore, if you will indeed obey my voice and keep my covenant, you shall be my treasured possession among all peoples, for all the earth is mine; and you shall be to me a kingdom of priests and a holy nation.”
Yahweh, in his plan to see his people set apart as a holy nation, was at the heart of his rescue operation to free them from bondage in Egypt. That is the way it is with the Lord: as he liberates us, he seeks to draw us closer to himself for his purposes. What’s more, God’s purposes for us are never only for our personal transformation but for the sake of others, the neighbor, and the world.
In the Exodus passage today, we see what a risky affair it is to be brought close to God. His presence has descended to Mt. Sinai and Sinai is burning. There was smoke and fire and thunder. Boundaries were clear. Only Moses and Aaron can come close. God revealed himself in great demonstration of power and ferocity! If the people came to close, “lest he break out against them.”
There has been a great deal of confusion by Christians on how to interpret the Law of Moses and by doing so, we miss out on great blessings. While Moses was the law bringer, Christ has delivered us into the way of grace and truth (John 1:17). However, he also made clear on a number of occasions that he did not come to abolish the law but to fulfill it (Matthew 5:17)!
Does our freedom from the law mean that we are to be lawless? To borrow St. Paul’s words from Romans 6:1, “What shall we say then? Are we to continue in sin that grace may abound? By no means!” In fact our lives are to reflect the glory of God as we are transformed by the power of his grace (2 Cor 3:18).
What I am reminded of this morning is that in our approach to God, there needs to be some sense of orderliness. We should not think that we can breeze in and out, as we like. He wants us to draw near. Through Christ, he has made a way for this to happen. He has priested us through Christ to live into this role in his holy nation through the work of his son. But he is holy. When we irreverently approach him, or to personalize it, when I irreverently approach him, all too often I know that in my heart I am going to him for what he can give me. I have not appropriately postured my soul before the Living God. Yes, we call him Abba. Yes he loves us passionately and jealously. But he is holy.
Therefore, we are right to pray each Sunday at the beginning of each worship service at Holy Trinity a prayer known as the “Collect for Purity.” It’s an uncomfortable prayer - I don’t want my secrets out in the open but they are open clearly before God. In praying this prayer, we ask God to enable us to approach him as we ought.
Almighty God, to you all hearts are open, all desires known, and from you no secrets are hid: Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, that we may perfectly love you, and worthily magnify your holy Name; through Christ our Lord. Amen.
Considering the events of the gathering at Sinai in Exodus 19, this careful, prayerful approach to our worship seems especially appropriate. Right at the start, we are reminded that God is quite different than us while being assured that in Christ we can approach him to love and magnify him.
[Updated] And as we approach the Lord with reverence corporately, why should it be any different when we do it personally? It is a good reminder to come as we are but realizing WHO it is we are coming to.